my auricular mind

i find my eyes,
they're underneath
underneath the stars
and in my mind,
i'm wandering,
to where ever i once was

i'm falling
into galaxies,
falling from the skies
running into strangers, and
the lights that
pass me by.

i'm wondering
i'm wondering,
i don't know where to go
i'm blundering
and blundering
and searching for a home

my life is turning
upside down
and inside out
and up
And all the while
I’m spinning round
And losing all that counts

i'm questioning
my everything
i'm confused about myself
i'm looking for
a balance point
a place that evens out

i'm wandering
i'm wandering
searching for a road to take
I’m blundering
And blundering
And trying not to wake

The world outside of
Laughing minds
Wanting my
Exotic kind
To execute
And design disguise
And lose all thoughts
Of enterprise.

And now I’ll rhyme
Just one more time
Try not to lose the plot
or reconcile
The image
Planted in my brain
So now I’ll stop
Or go insane.

I’m squandering
I’m squandering
And plotting out my life
I’m laundering
And laundering
And trying to make it right

I’m wondering
And wandering
And looking where to go
I’m pondering
And pondering
And finding out I’m home