i feel numb today for some reason..
i woke a little after eight this morning, then i stayed in bed and read the last hundred or so pages of the book i was reading. it made me cry.
but now i feel like i cried for me, which is silly, i have no reason to cry. aside, maybe, from the fact that i'm hungry, but even then i can't complain because it was my decision to stay in bed and not go out and get food...
i don't want to be in asia any more. i'm tired. i'm sick. i'm lonely. i miss all the people that make my life better..
i'm not complaining, i mean not to anyway. i'm just tired, and i want to see my family, i can't wait till christmas, i don't really know what to do here, and so i think it might be, not a waste, but maybe not the best use of my time...
i think when i get back to nz, i'm going to get all my pics onto my computer, and make all my albums and...just get everything sorted...and maybe lay on a beach for a few days, before i go home....
i'm still very hungry, like an idiot i had 6 cigarettes for breakfast, and they didn't really cut it.....smoke smoke smoke...

there are bars here that play nothing but friends or family guy or simpsons..