so, i have loads of really amazing friends. i'm extremely lucky to have the friends i do. and yet i'm unreasonably upset about losing an friendly aquaintance that i barely knew. our entire friendly aquaintanceship (word?) was pretty much just sex. and now that it's been broken off in an altogether far to unceremonious manner, i'm absolutely gutted. i feel heart broken. i'm genuinely hurt, but i don't really think i should be. and now i don't know how to feel about it. i'm really confused, and extremely fucked off because i'm so confused about something so stupid. god i hate being female sometimes... i really really hate these hormones, these feelings, these thoughts...
i'm going crazy!